Jottings

ran dom dom

2010-01-06T15:42:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time. I think I lost ( what I called ) my passion in writting. I enjoy photography too much since i have a lomo. But, i don't have a good scanner here. So, I'm affraid if I scan the picture and upload it here, it will looks really bad then I choose not to upload it here until I get a good scanner. This is mine, take a look ;

thank you

puppy

feel what I feel

more photos coming up :) see yaa

Confusing

2009-07-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I spend my spare time to see 'What people needs in their life'.
It's kind of hard to find the answer, it depends on whom you talked with.
I, Myself still hard to answer that serious simple question.

no big deal

2009-06-23T15:25:00.000-07:00

The day i was born

when sun flower smile charmingly

when the stars twinkle twinkle

when the cuckoo sings melodious

when the hearts pray of happiness ( is it?)

From all those fenomenon, i decided to call myself pretty awesome.
haha ~.~ no resistance.

Dead

2009-05-24T12:01:00.000-07:00

Would you swear that you'll
always be mine?
Would you lie would you
remember?
Am i into deep?
have I lost my mind?

When you truly love a man, i believe that you wanted that man to be your hero. You wanted him to do anything to save your soul maybe also die for you too. You know...the old saying of..."It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all".

how am i?

2009-05-11T04:54:00.000-07:00

Has nobody asked you how you are?
You look like you might not last the day
I wouldn't have made it very far
So we'd make a good team right away

I've not made amends for yesterday
My lip won't get me out of it
Waking up dreading hearing tales
Of all my nightmares being true

I take a breath and grab the phone
Secretly hoping you're not home
I'd leave a message I was out
Out of my mind on drink and drugs

Always Love it

2009-04-28T10:24:00.000-07:00

Our love is like a wind, i can't see it but i can feel it.

(T_T)

2009-04-27T03:45:00.000-07:00

*For your information, i'm as stupid as Paris Hilton.

on LDR Stuff

2009-04-25T09:00:00.001-07:00

What’s in a long distance relationship (LDR)?

Continents, seas, and mountains stand between two people who apparently love each other. Loneliness, different activity, different time zone, misunderstanding, these are what we have to face constantly.

LDR is about deal of trust, commitment and communication as well as a fair amount of ground rules

hey big monster, i really miss your smile
can't wait to see you here even just for a while
our relationship was awesome, we just aren't closer yet
i remember when we sat on that chair and we talked :

R: " honey, you don't have to be skinny to look more beauty"
T: " thanks, but i want you to do diet coz your belly getting more bigger now"
R: " hahahhaa, i'm trying on it but it's hard. Do you want something to drink? but wait I don't have much money now,btw.
T: " you need to have money to call me honey"
R: *pinch*
(R stands for REZA, T stands for TIKA)

PS : I LOVE YOU

Mid Test Disaster

2009-04-22T00:49:00.000-07:00

Today is my midterm period, i shouldn't online and should study. But i prefer read biography than basic natural science, phonecall more fun than study phonetics. I used to think that being a college student is easy but not that exactly what it seems. Man, for some reason i want to move out from this faculty, coz i'm interesting on something else now.

I'm lying flat on my bed near my books and wonder that 'all my loving'
by The beatles is hot. My boyfriend ever sing this song to me, but only one verse cause of his voice is a bit disturbing (sorry honey). Here's the lyric :

Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
Tomorrow I'll miss,
Remember I'll always be true,
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home every day,
And I'll send all my loving to you.
I'll pretend I am kissing,
The lips I am missing,
And hope that my dreams will come true,
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home every day,
And I'll send all my loving to you.
All my loving, I will send to you,
All my loving, darling, I'll be true.
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
Tomorrow I'll miss,
Remember I'll always be true,
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home every day,
And I'll send all my loving to you.
All my loving, I will send to you,
All my loving, darling, I'll be true,
All my loving, I will send to you.

Love the song, the lyric, The Beatles, especially Paul Mccartney.
Oh my.. i am so witless. I'm writing post while my task is waiting in the corner of my bed,heheh.

See - Take - Copy

2009-04-04T01:57:00.000-07:00

I ever take this quiz before this time. But didn't interest to copy the result to this page. But now i do.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Looser kid

2009-04-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

You never listen to me. Why? What's so wrong with me?
You're only talk with famous and pretty people.
What a jerk.

Confession of a Jablai

2009-03-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

(taken from : deviantart)

All right.
I admit it.

When you aren't here.
I kiss my knee.
And pretend it's you.

I know it's dumb.
But I do.

Camera

2009-03-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

(taken from : deviantart)

Buy me a new Camera,dad. I wanna take some pict now.

When I Think About The Previous

2009-03-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

(Taken from : Deviantart)

Relationship we shared.
It was awesome but we lost it.
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear.
The 7 things I hate about you.
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy.
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts.
I wanna be with the one I know.
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you.
(7 things)

Why Girls Fallin' Love With You?

2009-03-21T12:37:00.000-07:00

This night i browse so many articles to read. And this one is one of my must read read article.

" Most women over 25 and single are already disappointed by men of their age. And their big problem is to find a mature man that can satisfy their needs. Here is another fact: in most cases men reach their maturity level after the age of 30. These women believe that older men won’t break their hearts the way younger men have done; they believe that an older man will have the commitment and the willingness required for a long term relationship. Age indicates maturity, and decision making ability. Many people believe couples with the same age don't respect each other. Younger women, on the other hand, enjoy having someone take care of them and are attracted to an older person's accomplishments, economic stability and EMOTIONAL MATURITY. Make sure you share similar life views and goals, despite your age difference. Do you both appreciate each other's friends? Do you share the same principles when it comes to family? So, an age difference of 7 - 15 years can lead to a really great relationship if both partners are willing to. That’s because we don't choose who we fall in love with, it simply happens. "

Here's my tale. I'm falling in love with wonderful man. He was 26 and i was 18. And i always think that was okay but maybe not for some people. I thought it's about meets someone who makes you happy. So what the hell with others thinking, life is too short to think about what others thinking of me.

Me and him met in Excelso Coffee. We started off buddy buddy. And it was great until i'm sure that i could open my heart to this man and he felt the same. Still to this day there is nothing that we hide from eachother. We also share the same feelings for one another, a feeling that is very hard to find. Sometimes people don't even experience these feelings. I am so lucky. I can tell you that I never felt like this for a man before. And I have dated men my age and my love right now is so different.

He's much more mature and knows how to please me in ways that are un explainable. He treats me so great. First,i didn't tell my mother about him because I feel like she will not take it well. I keep it myself for one year or more i don't know. But don't worry, I've told her now and she just feels bad at the begining and not anymore this time, she understand me and my feeling and i thought she loves my wonderful man too. For you girls, who has the same tales as mine. Please don't let other people bring you down. Do what your heart tells you.

copied

2009-03-11T16:31:00.000-07:00

who/what inspires you/music.people.rain.lyrics.the beatles
what is your dream occupation/web designer freelance.transletter.backpacker
what do you think about fashion/virus
what is your biggest dream/keep young and free
what clothes do you prefer/unexpensive and cool
what do you do when you're alone/chitchat.read.sleep.eat.take selfpotraits
what are you doing right now/staring
people you want to meet/parents.boyfriend.old buddies.beatles
who are you? Atika Tyagitawati

Today's Quote part I

2009-03-07T18:46:00.000-08:00

The world is a book

And those who do not travel

Read only one page

(St.Augustine)

Being Momma

2009-02-21T01:42:00.000-08:00

GOSH !! It's been forever since i blogged.
I'm trying to post continuously but moods comes and go like season.
After doing some college schedule which is final test i mean, i've been very very busy with my holiday. But wait, I think it's a holi crap, holi trash or maybe holi shit.
I came back to my lovely hometown with pleased and now i feel like wanna runaway with all these trashes. My momma's friend got breast tumor and she had to doing some surgery in Darmais Hospital. She left her kids and trust them to me. That's okay if she left one or two but it's THREE.

Just give me swallow,earth.

So, here i am. Baby sitting THREE children which is not mine. I can't freely go out with my pals, i have a responsibility to feeding them, taking them bath, sleep with them and all mother's did include clean kian's hole after he get puppy ew yeaks. It's annoying, the smell was so safety tank and i can't complain. I learnt being a Momma for 2 weeks.

my baby get some photoshots in the park

my baby for 2 weeks, Kian Santang Kusumah

I'm not interesting to upload Kian's sister and brother coz they totally suck. I love you Kian, be nice with Momma, don't bart too much, oh God i'm dizzy now.
Bye.